QuOtEs!

You’ve watched tonnes and tonnes of movies right? What do you think makes a movie? Well some might say the good acting of the actor and some might just say “I like the movie coz johnny depp’s in it ” but for me, a single phrase..that’s all it takes..Yes, quotes you find in movies…don’t even try to lie..those quotes just gets stuck in your head like a chewed gum got stuck underneath your school desk ….These quotes leave a big impression on all of us and you better admit it..Don’t you have moments when you go “Remember that part when he said (quotes quotes quotes)..that was awesome right?”..I do, most of the time after watching a certain movie. I remember the first time I watched Forest Gump. The scene where Tom Hanks was sitting on a bench waiting for his bus and a lady came by and joined him? Well, he said…………

“My momma always said, life was like a box of chocolate. You never know what you’ll get”

-Forest Gump, 1994-

Ok fine..I know he did mention “Momma always said, Momma always said” like a million times..But it just strucked me the first time i heard it . It was the beginning of the movie and I loved it already. To me what its really trying to tell is life is unpredictable you never know what’s going to occur in the future. Its simple and cute! Owh and then we have..

“You had me at hello”

-Jerry Maguire, 1996-

God, you just gotta remember this phrase! And if you’ve never watched Jerry Maguire..you better. This was a phrase taken from the scene where Jerry Maguire (Tom Cruise) apologized to Dorothy Boyd (Renee Zellweger) for not paying enough attention to her. It was soo dramatic!

“We live in a cynical world, a cynical..world. And we work in a business of tough competitors. ” – Jerry Maguire

Long pause….

” I love you. You… complete me”. ” and I just…” – Jerry Maguire.

“Shut up. Just shut up. You had me at hello, you had me at hello” – Dorothy Boyd.

I was so touched when i watched this scene. It was simply said but the effect it has on me is undescribable. Next in line we have a quote from the movie ‘A walk to remember’ acted by the lovely Mandy Moore and Shane West.

” Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love  is never boastful or conceited.  It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful.”

I’m not the kind who always dream of a movie-like lovelife..I actually don’t really believe that you can have the kind of love as the way you see it on screen but listening to this quote being phrased out like that..makes me believe that it is not impossible after all.

Do you remember this one?

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift. That’s why it is called the present.”

When i first heard it i went like “WOW, never thought of it that way”. It sounds so cool =t. And thinking about it, to me its telling us to appreciate what we have now in the present. What’s past is past and if you worry too much over what lies in the future, it doesn’t mean that your future is going to turn out good for what lies in the present lies in the future as well. That is what this quote taught me. To stop feeling regret over what’s done and to stop feeling over-anxious over what going to come in the future. Just live your life to the fullest in the present because even if things doesn’t go as you plan, that will be a lesson for you to face a better future. It was just a beautiful quote. Gotta love it!

“We are young, heartache to heartache we stand. No promises no demands. Love is a battlefield!”

Can you guess where this quote came from? If you guessed 13 going on 30 then you’re correct! Gotta love Jennifer Garner in here..She played the character well in my opinion. At first i thought she wouldn’t be able to carry the character well i mean after watching her in ALI@S…don’t really thought she’d fit that kinda character but she nailed it! It was really cute seeing her in 13 goin on 30..would like to watch it again!

This is all i got so far..Anybody would like to add their fav quoteS? Don’t hesitate just post it! Later!

Watch out! Birthday Girl coming through!

Yo yo yo wassup peeps!

Its the same OLD me again..YEs OLD! Turned 21 on May 6th and to my own surprise, was enjoying every moment of it! Probably because this year i had a special surprise set up for meh! Yup, i’m talking about the surprise i got the night before my birthday (5thMay around 11.00pm) at Malaychan. It was very a bittersweet experience. I’ll tell u why…Bitter coz everyone was acting cold to me during work…i was disturbed and sad to be honest…i felt hated and disliked…and yea..HATED. BUT! What’s so sweet about it is the fact that they did on purpose to surprise me with one of the loveliest birthday surprise celebration ever! I was sooo touched i can’t put it into words! Let me lay it down for you from A to Z…

May 5th 2009, Tuesday

Wen’t to work as i always do..enter the restaurant, exchange greetings and prepare for the day…but there’s something i realized that’s different…everyone, my boss especially were acting weird..or to be exact, COLD towards meh! The rest weren’t so obvious but the manager was really cold towards meh! SCARED! That’s what i felt..”Shit! What did i do now?” I thought to myself. Not to mention, the night before i made the biggest mistake ever and pissed my boss out of his brains that i regret doing it even now! I accidently slipped on the stairs and almost break a plate. U guys must be thinking “Nah, that’s not so bad”. Yup, that’s not-so-bad but what’s bad is instead of apologizing i was being so defensive by giving stupid excuses! That’s what pisses him the most! He was shouting a whole lot of things that ended up making me cry! God, thinking about it makes me feel like a total idiot. No, a total RUDE IDIOT! I’m sorry again..I lack delicacy…i’ll be careful from now on! So anyways, the night before yesterday he was super pissed right..so, when he started acting cold towards me the day after i thought to myself “It must be because i acted like a total bitch the night before..FUCK!”. But then, I was wrong! Its true that he was pissed that night but we talked about it, discussed and we both understand that the subject is closed…but u never know right..he might find me so damn annoying to the extend that he couldn’t bear to even look @ my face nemore right? So, when he was acting cold towards me that time i strongly think “It must be coz of yesterday night..MUST BE! Damnit!What should i do? He must really hate me right now”. But nah, eventually i found out that he is not the shallow type..I’m the one who’s childish for thinking that way..oopsie, my bad…i’m growing up here peeps give me some time and give me my own space! I don’t like to force maturity…coz in the end you’re only gonna end up thinking that you are matured when you’re actually not! I believe there’s time for everything..no rush babe:p Just take it slow..your PACE or in this case MY PACE yup..forcing is never a good thing…but not wanting to grow is another issue..apparently i’ve changed perspective in that sense..I want to grow..I feel the need to be matured…and i believe that’s a good start..Right? So back to the subject..everyone was acting cold right..So to put it simply I was SAD and pissed too at the same time..and felt guilty..ok, i know..a lot of emotions going on..But i guess..more than anything else i was confused of the sudden cold treatment i got from everyone..But in the end..like i said it was all just an act to surprise me with the best birthday celebration ever! After work I felt sad so i was thinking of skipping supper and just head home straight but the chef told me to atleast eat before i go and i abided…So, while i was eating alone in my own solitary the lights went out and then comes the birthday song sang by the two idols of Malaychan, Wei and Touki-san…Owh..there was a cute cake too! Yippee…i was super surprised and my mood went from Huhu to YEEHAA!It was superb! I really had a great time that night..Then we called another waitress who was working on that day, Masami-chan to join in the celebration!

I would like to thank everyone from Malaychan for the awesome birthday party!

Look! They bought me  birthday cake! How sweet!

And here we have Masami-chan and Touki-san enjoying their food after a hard days work:p

And not to forget the feast ala Malaychan! We have Fried noodles Fried Bee hoon Fried Chicken and Me cake! Yippee!

May 6th 2009

Woke up late as usual..God, I suck at waking up early..was supposed to meet my friend @ 12pm @ Ikebukuro station..but woke up around 11am so i was rushing like fuck trying to get there on time..I live quite far from Ikebukuro..takes atleast 50 mins to get there so i was sure i’ll be late..but apparently i was meeting malaysians so i wasn’t as worried…i mean malaysians right? Its normal for malaysians to turn up atleast 30 an hour later than the promised time hehehe and as i thought..some came later than me..Fuh, love malaysians..hahaha dare to do that to the japanese and you’ll lose friends…the japanese are punctual freaks so warn ya…Then, we went to eat @ Malaychan..Haha i noe it’s weird.. i took a day off from work but i went there to eat..but it was awesomely delicious! Just because i work there doesn’t mean i’ve tasted everything on the menu..Had Chicken rice and it was heavenly! Every bite got me flying! hahaha After we stuffed ourselves..we went bowling..had to wait two hours tho since it was crowded..well, it was expected..the last day of Golden week (name of one of the holidays in Japan, usually 4 to 7days). I felt bad making my friends answer to my selfish request…some were not so keen of the idea but since i kinda pushed on the fact that i really wanna bowl..they gave in to me..Sorry guys..i’ll listen to u guys next time when u have ur b’day hehehe :p thanx!

Siri and Me..He’s one guy u go to parties with…keeps up the good atmosphere for everyone

Aww look @ Russel enjoying himself! PEACE!

And these three..LOL what can i say..game freaks..I think they play games even in their sleep haha

After bowling we went to eat..AGAIN..haha at an indian restaurant called 2×2=8…yea, a weird name for a restaurant but u gotta admit it leaves quite an impression on u..haha After that we all said our goodbyes and go our own separate ways. I went home straight for i still have school and work the day after but yea it was a beautiful memory and i enjoyed every single minute with them..not to mention that i haven’t had much time to myself lately…so it has been a treat! Thanx guys for making my birthday a memorable one! Had lotsa fun! Can’t believe i’m looking forward to my next birthday…birthdays are normally not my thing..just don’t really celebrate that much :p

Yup, they’re still @ it!

Well atleast Khairy’s looking this way!

Had a blast! :Let’s do this again next year peeps!

P/s : Thanx for the lovely presents!!! I’ll make the best of it! Love u guys..Ciao Ciao!

When the road gets tough..have a kit kat is what I’d love to say…

To all the people who actually reads my blog..it’s been awhile..let me update you on what’s been happening in my life..

1.  Has started lessons @ Chuo University, Economics course  major in International Economics.

2. Has started working part time @ Malaychan, a Malaysian restaurant in Ikebukuro.

3. Thinking of getting a Japan driver’s license.

4. Thinking of continuing my Drum Class.

5. Has been thinking of tidying up my room for awhile now but never has the time to do it.

6. Is revising Japanese again especially Kanji.

7. Has to do a module for my part-time job.

8. Thinking of re-sitting for TOEFL exam just for the sake of it.

9. Has this strong desire of wanting to go to AKIHABARA again.

WEll that’s all i have in mind for now…so, let’s start with subject No.1

• Yup i have started my new life in Chuo University…Well, it was pretty rough at first i should say..the first day i stepped my foot in the University campus, I felt like “This is a world that I could never enter”…but as you know..I’m the kind of person who’s always laid back and go through life as it comes.  Like i always say in Japanese “Nantonaku daijoubu yo” which means “It’ll work out somehow”. I don’t like to worry myself so much actually but sometimes I do feel the need to in order not to cause trouble to others. Like, I am working in a Malaysian Restaurant right now so I’m trying my best to be of help to the workers there instead of a giving them more trouble. Well i’ll tell you more when we jump to subject No.2. Anyways, met lots of nice friends in Chuo. Not to mention my seniors have been very helpful by advising me on which subjects are good and what I should about the procedures and everything. How can I live without them..I’m so blur hahaha..I had no idea what’s happening, everything is in Japanese..and the to tell you the truth the guidance talk hasn’t been much help to me. Met a few Japanese friends as well. Terai Ryotaro,Youko and Nagi. Nice people..am really glad to have met them. Plus, my friend Youko speaks perfect Malay..hahaha let me tell you about my japanese friends..She’s doing her masters in Chuo under Humanity and Social science course…pretty and to my surprise speaks perfect Malay…you really should see how she writes when she sends me phone messages…she knows all the short forms and abbreviation that Malays always use…that’s really HARDCORE hahahaha! Terai Ryotaro a guy who was introduced to me by my other malaysian friend..If see my facebook you’ll realize that we went to see the hanami together..its been fun. A guy who loves Akihabara as much as me! Can draw well and is very patient talking to me although my japanese sucks. Nagi, a friend i met through Youko also a very graceful and nice girl. To me she looks very motherly. Ofcourse met lots of friends from China, Korea, Taiwan as well. I haven’t really sit down and check out on the subjects i would want to take but i’ll leave that to my senpais to help. I’m so glad i entered Chuo. Having senpais to help around rocks. Or else i don’t think i can manage to study and work part time at the same time. Economics seems like an interesting subject. I thought it would dead boring but it turns out to be very interesting especially when it comes to the Trading part. Love it! I am gonna try my best to get a scholarship too. Atleast it can help release the burden my parents are carrying for sending me here. Plus, I do have a sister who’s still in High school. She too will further her studies someday so it would be nice if i can help support her as well. So, I will work hard!!

• Let’s move on to subject No. 2. My part time job @ Malaychan. Malaychan is a restaurant located in West Ikebukuro. Serves good Malay and Chinese style cuisine. I’m working as a waitress there. To all the Muslims who are reading this..don’t worry it’s HALAL..hahaha..i got asked a lot so just thought that I should make it once and for all. I’ve been working since the last two weeks..i can’t exactly remember which day it was..anyways..two weeks and I still suck @ this job..I really feel sorry for my boss, Touki-san for causing him lots of trouble instead of helping him which it what i’m actually suppose to be doing..Although i apologize everytime i screw up he’ll just say “Its okay..u’re still new..newbies makes mistakes its normal..don’t worry too much abt it” it makes me feel more guilty for screwing up everytime…i really should write everything so that i won’t forget…as busy as i am i just have to find the time or i’ll have plenty of time to write it later when i got fired..no i don’t want that..I WANT TO WORK! Owh let me introduce you to my workmates or shall I say my bosses and senpais at work.

There’s Malaychan’s Mama..well she’s the one who describes herself as that..as the matter of fact we all call her MAMA…I never really know her Japanese name..all i know is that she named herself Fatimah…although i don’t think that’s her real name..she’s japanese..she must have a family name and a first name just like other japanese do…I think she’s the owner..i’m not sure but anyways she’s been like a real mom to me here in Japan..Living here alone in Japan with no family makes having Mama-chan feels like a very caring mom… really warm and motherly…Not to mention when she nags, God she sounds just like my mom..like a duplicate hahaha. She’s always worried about my eating habits “Eating once a day is not good for ur body you know..and people who never eats breakfast are doom to failure” or so she said.  Always worries about whether i’ll get to catch the last train home…and u know a whole lot of worries that a mom always worries about her child..I actually really appreciate her doing that..teaches me a lot!

Next in line we have the Restaurant Manager, Touki-san is what i normally call him..Full name : Touki Masashi Age: 27 Origin : Osaka Status: Single. Yea trust me he’s been teaching me lots of Kansai dialect..but he laughs everytime i imitate him..Ceh! He works with me in the Hall service department..To tell you the truth when I first met him..he was sitting at the cashier counter as he always do…the first thing that striked my mind was “owh he’s my arubaito pal I see I see”. What? he was sitting at the register counter for God’s sake…When i was working @ Jom Makan last time..the Restaurant Manager never does anything..only ordering ppl that’s what! And he’s young! Last time..in Jom Makan the restaurant manager was i don’t know 40? 50 years old? yeah around that age so hey you can’t blame me completely right? Well, I do blame myself for jumping to conclusions thou..I shouldn’t have done that! My bad..BAD FARAH ish ish! *Farah slaps herself* owh well, he was pretty pissed at me as if he just read my mind at the time he told me “I am the restaurant manager ok! NOT UR ARUBAITO pal! U got it?” hahaha i was so embarrased i could drown my head in hot boiling water! But well in the end he’s cool..he treats me like his sister..I really think of him as my big brother..i never have one so yea..really glad to have a big brother..more than that, a kansai origin brother how cool is that?! Touki-san eh..what shall I say about him..he likes to joke around and apparently he’s trying to learn english as much as he can from me…Ok well, his grammar is weak but God gracious he speaks perfect english foul language…Everytime we joke around he’ll say  “Go to hell” hahaha i don’t even know where the hell he learned that from! Anyways, he thinks of himself as Tom Cruise..Tom Cruise should sue him really hahahaha…OWH OWH! he writes a blog too..and he wrote about me..can u imagine he said my japanese level is bad!! He’s the one who speaks too fast..hello, not normal speed ok REALLY FAST! Not to mention the kansai dialect he sometime uses..but i’m trying to catch up with him..Check out the blog will ya..Coz u’ll be able to see the cute me if scroll down just a little bit..he had this column just about meh! Check it out : http://malaychan.exblog.jp/

Hmm honestly i’m a bit scared of him sometimes..he never shouts at me but i dunno probably coz i’m very aware of the boss and underlings relationship really well so i’ve always built a gap like a wall between us..i will never joke around when i’m with him unless he started it first and even if i replied to his jokes i’ll reply shortly and just get back straight to work…yup, uptight is the right word when i’m with him..but i guess that’s good..keeps me alert and keeps me work better in a sense! I wanna do my job perfectly so all is good i guess…Owh and he mentioned me to his friends too..he said i’m an amusing kid! Owh yes he calls me a KID haha i’m hardly one strictly speaking..turning 21 soon that’s hardly a kid ok! But anyways..I must WORK HARD so that i wont get scolded or fired! GANBARIMASU!

Next we have Pak Selamat or ppl at the restaurant call him Rabitto..sounds like Rabbit sometimes but owh well…he was the one who introduced me to Mama and that’s how i ended up working in Malaychan. He’s from Indonesia, Very fatherly and nice…he teaches me a lot too…especially menu names..i’m slow and he’s been very patient with me…anyways, many thanx to him that i got my hands on this job! Please treat me kindly from now on!

Next we have Wei! I think that’s how his name is pronounced. He’s a Malaysian Chinese who studies while working (like me) here in Japan..Age unknown but i think he’s older than me since he’s been here longer…Wei, he doesn’t talk much and he’s a really good worker…Excellent cook! I’m so embarrased that I can’t cook now..but Guy chefs are not an unusual thing these days so who cares? He too taught me a lot..ok, they ALL taught me a lot..I’m clumsy and blur most of the time…owh yea and slow too..but they all help me so i don’t feel so bad…Wei, he’s from Ipoh too same as me..well..he doesn’t talk much so i dunno much about him..who cares la..as long as we can work together fine! then it’s all good!

So that’s basically all about it! I really gotta work hard to be a good waitress! Ganbarimasu!

• Let’s move on to subject No. 3

Japan’s driver’s license..yerp i’m trying for it! Hopefully i can make it this time! Not that i plan to buy a car I just wanna drive actually…if i sit for the exam then i’ll get the chance to drive right? hehe yup that’s the main point..its kinda stupid i know but bahhh who cares..I do what I like! But I wonder if its hard..I suck @ parking…But I want the license! I gotta call the Driving School and ask first how much it’ll cost! I heard its cheaper if i already have a license from Malaysia..so, i hope its not more than 10000yen..pls!

• Subject No.4

DRUM!! I LOVE DRUM! U have no idea how crazee i am about drums! I wanna continue my drum lessons…I MUST CONTINUE my drum lessons..it helps me release stress and feel happy…I wish i can get my old teacher Tokunaga Sensei he was really nice!! Plus he can speak English too for he has lived in Boston for 2 years…But i wonder if he was mad at me for stopping abruptly without telling him…Well, i gotta ask him..But to go to Shin-koiwa its too FAR! It’ll take atleast an hour to get there..well i guess i have to kiss Tokunaga Sensei goodbye then..Sayonara..Gotta find a nearer music school! I would like to try playing the TAIKO too..its a japanese traditional drum..pretty kewl! I do love playing TAIKO no TATSUJIN so why not try the real thing?! Hehe :p I can’t wait til i’m able to play all the songs i love! It’ll be terrific!

• Subject No.5

Yea i know i’ve been saying that i gotta tidy up my room since i moved here…but u noe..ok fine..i kept on giving excuses! I will tidy it up as soon as i finish updating here..hihi:p

• Subject No.6

GOD KANJI! What can I say about it..hmm KANJI SUCKS? hahaha well i really do feel so sometimes..i mean its cool if i can write it nicely and fast but it ain’t happening to meh…hahaha..but then..living in Japan..can’t help not learning it..or i’ll die..i need to memorize every kanji as much as possible..A.S.A.P…but i just haven’t started…as the matter of fact been busy working ain’t got the time to revise…this is bad..i really need to take a break from work..I came here to study anyways..not to work…God, thinking about this makes me hate working..especially when things didn’t really turned up good lately @ work..shit which reminds me i nid to take a glimpse at my subs..SHIT so many things to do and so lil time..i’m DEAD…anyways…Once i’m over with all this..i’ll start my kanji revision..or i’ll blow my brains out at the end of the day…GO KANJI!! GO FARAH!! YAY! NOT..more like SHIT!

• So here comes Subject No.7

I just finished babbling abt KANJI and here comes WORK MODULE..shit..i’m so mad at maself for being such a slow worker..well, not that i’m born with the ability to become a waitress..but i dunno..it feel sucks to suck at work..wow, that rhymes..anyways, i’ve been a playful @ work lately which is not helping me focus on work @ all..shit! This shouldn’t be..I should only suck during the first week of work..and not through out my working days…no wonder Touki hates me..well, i dunno for sure..but i don’t think he finds me useful..i think he finds me annoying and unwanted..can’t blame nobody for that..i ain’t delivering..i am making things worse..shit i feel so fuckin useless right now u hev no idea..i hate this abt meh..i want to do things right..i don’t like losing but in this case winning is not an option either..i realize now..its not about being praised on the other hand its about helping others instead of creating trouble for them..they didn’t hire me for that..i don’t want to be paid and talked abt behind my back…one experience teaches all..my experience working @ jom makan is now haunting meh..I still feel mad @ Encik Akmal for badmouthing me behind my back but then again..is he really to be blame..even if he didn’t like me..if i deliver well…he wouldn’t have no shit to talk about meh…I don’t wanna receive salary over nothing…its like stealing..Touki says i’m always overworried about things..well, ofcoz i do..I WANNA DO IT RIGHT AND PERFECTLY!! Well anyways, i better write this schedule right after this..fever or no fever..Gosh..panadols!

• No.8..TOEFL huh

Well let me tell ya something..It pisses me off abt TOEFL makes me stupid about not knowing ENGLISH well..how can that be..i’ve been learning english i dunno since i was 3? anyways, it’s been years practicing..its just dumb to not be good @ it! Well, there are some ppl who are just not born with the ability…but i think i can do ANYTHING as long as i put my heart and soul in it! And that’s EXACTLY what i’m gonna do..I’m gonna re-sit TOEFL and proof to MYSELF that i ain’t stupid..hmmm!! Come on peeps..let’s study english!!! OWH GANBARUZO!!

• Last but not least..Subject No.9 AKIHABARA!!
  

U should noe y this is the last subject…When it comes to AKIHABARA i can write forever..which is pretty dangerous..hahaha i myself have no idea why i’m so in love with akihabara..its like an incurable disease i’m having here..my desire of wanting to go to akihabara again..Is stronger than ever..I just love the place..it makes me calm..happy and hyper i guess…its like how it is when a Lady sees diamonds! Everything just SPARKLES to me..the atmosphere..the OTAKUS owh i’m one too..the GADGETS..the cosplays..God, love that place..What do i normally do @ Akiba? Hmm..i dunno just walk around window shopping..most of the time admiring..the new gadgets…that i’d love to own..the GUNDAM figurines i’d love to build..owh speaking of akiba..reminds me that i need a printer..need to look for the cheaper ones..wanna buy a new lappie too..my laptop now is too damn slow and almost obsulete..thou i love it very much…anyways..need to work hard @ evertyhing so that akiba will welcome me once again to its wonderland!! Hoho! :p

God i’m tired! FARAH OUT!!

Home Suweeeet Home!

FARAH IS BACK!! Arrived in KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport) jez now around 10pm. I was too excited that i couldnt sleep so here i am blogging for maself..since no one has ever read me bloggie..well, anyways..it seems to me that Malaysia has changed quite a lot since i left..the most obvious one is in the sense of technology…i don’t need to go far..just seeing the changes they’ve made to the airport told me a lot…Its something to be proud of really..or mayb i’m just too happy to be back that i’m starting to imagine things? Well whatever it is..since I landed in Japan I’ve been a proud Malaysian..now look, i ain’t saying that its coz i don’t like japan or nething..Japan’s really great i’ll give u that..but then at the same time..u’ll start to learn your own country’s real value..things that u can only realize after being so far away in a very long time from your hometown…Damn, have i become more Patriotic..well, not a bad thing really but never thought that it’s possible..Never thought badly of my own country of coz but has never been the type to go “MALAYSIA BOLEH” or nething like that either hahaha…

But i’m just really glad to be home…Shit i dun feel like going back to japan….But then again, We’ll see i might change my mind…u noe meh..i have emotional imbalance disorder hahaha..a syndrome i created maself..well it describes prefectly what i’m going through now..hhaha neways..starting to feel sleepy..better get some sleep…knightknight! Farah OUT!

FACT! : LINKIN PARK IS AWESOME!!

Yup its no lie that LINKIN PARK is in fact AWESOME!! I dare to call myself a diehard fan! Went to their concert in 2007 and it was slammin`! Wish i could go again some day…they are coming out with a new ALBUM/DVD soon called ROAD TO REVOLUTION! Can`t wait to get my hands on that! I love all Linkin Park songs..but my current fav would be Shadow of the day…the lyrics are just awesome..it`s like its reciting my life at the moment through it..Take a look at the lyrics below…

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple
Sometimes good bye’s the only away

 (Reminds me of the time when i had to separate from my friends on graduation day)

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

(I was worried about how University campus is going to turn out and this phrase helped me regain hope)

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

In conclusion, no matter what happens, live life as it comes, enjoy it, live it to the fullest and try my best to keep myself happy for Happiness is the essence of LIFE!

Isn`t it beautiful? Linkin Park songs has always given me hope one way or another..They help me Chin up! when i`m feeling down or when i feel like life has come to an end. Their songs inspires me to do better and work harder towards fulfilling my dreams..THANK YOU LINKIN PARK! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! :p

FARAH OUT!

School’s over!! Woohooooooooooo!

• Yup! School’s over! Now busy preparing for the move..moving to Fuchu (府中) on the 10th of March! This is my new address  183-0016東京都府中市1-12-1八幡町エンジェールハイツ30番館203。。。haha i noe i posted two houses previously but apparently i’m staying at another house..hohoho :p moving is such a pain…i hate moving..but then going to move for the last time (i hope) so i guess its ok..I’m going back to Malaysia, my home sweet home on the 21st of March til 28th..i noe, its too short, but can’t be helped..starting uni in April..but to me, getting the chance to go home is more than great!

• So basically i’m just relaxing now…waiting and waiting..while preparing..its kinda boring ya know..like, doing nothing when i actually should start getting busy..haha jez can’t get maself to move my ass to work..Come on Farah, get ur lazy ass to work! Haha, well i’m hungry actually, trying to save money from eating out..i can cook maself its not like i’m outta instant noodles but i dun have chopstick, spoon nor forks. Don’t ask me y..the story was pretty silly to begin with. To put it simply, it was due to my ingenious clumsiness. Can’t help being an airhead, can I?

• ABK, my Japanese Language school’s Graduation day will be held on 4rd of March, Wednesday next week. I dunno whether to be excited or whether i should even care. This school hasn’t been my fav ya know..gotta admit that I love the friends i’ve made in this Fucked up school thou. WEll, this is my life so far..just enjoying myself, relaxing and fattening myself these past few days..  はい、一緒に頑張りましょう!!
  

アンケート=Questionaire!

My last school presentation! REally had fun..This questionaire below was used during the presentation…

アンケート

国籍 :

性別 :   男 。 女

1。あなたはお化けがこの世界に存在することを信じますか。

はい

いいえ

2。なぜ信じるかなぜ信じないか理由を簡単に述べなさい。

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3。もし見えたら見たいですか。

はい

いいえ

4。 3番の答えに基づいて、理由を簡単に述べなさい。

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5。コメントがあれば、 自由に記入して下さい。

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My group presented on the theme 神秘 which means mystery. We chose to introduce the mystery of ghost and spirits to our classmates. My topic was “Pontianak”, a famously known banshee in Malaysia. Check out my presentation  hihi :p

報告です!! Reporting!

大学生の生活もうすぐ始まりだ! 中央大学を頑張るぞ!! I’ll be starting my life as a University Student! Let’s work hard for Chuo University!

Yup! There you have it! I passed Chuo University Entrance Examination and therefore have been accepted to enter Chuo University this coming April. Actually, I passed 3 University Entrance Exams. They were for Chuo University (My first choice), Hosei University (My second choice) and Asia University (My last resort incase I didn’t pass any of the other two). It’s crazy that the results for all of the universities I stated came out on the same week! Asia University 19^th, Hosei University 20^th and Chuo University 23th of January this year..Yup it was a couple of weeks ago! It was hella crazy for I didn’t expect to pass Chuo U nor Hosei U! I mean Hosei is very strict when it comes to student selection while Chuo, I kinda screwed up my interview! Yup, I THINK I screwed up but apparently the interviewer didn’t think so! Well, Alhamdulillah everything worked out fine! After worrying and tiring myself out over which university I should go to..I’ve come to a decision of choosing Chuo over Hosei! Owh I forgot to tell u that I take different  courses for each universities. I took the examination for Economics for Chuo, while for Hosei I took Law. Yup, ok, I know what you’re all thinking..U, Farah? Do LAW? Are U crazy? Hahaha, yup, I

don’t think I’m up for it to be honest. I mean there’re gonna be lots n lots and lots of reading! If I know myself well, I’d say Law is suicide for meh! Well, now all I have to do is fine a nice apartment to move into. Yup, Chuo University is far from the JR Yamanote line. So, I’ve decided to live in Chofu(Tokyo) since its near to both Chuo University and the JR Yamanote Line. I’ve come across these two lovely mansions. But is still not sure which one I should choose. Yea, I know here we go again! Here comes the indecisive FARAH! Hohoho :p I’m really indecisive..i hella dun know y! It took me a week to choose a university although Chuo IS my FIRST choice..like supposedly there’s nothing to think abt really but yea yea whatever. Ok check this out…

Mansions in CHOFU! Eventhough they are called mansions but they are actually  more or less an apartment. So you don’t have to go “Wah Mansion! So rich” coz there aint such crap! Haha :p

Well, tomorrow I might go to the Real Estate Office to meet the Consultant. I gotta move fast so that I can extend my visa and at the same time get the Japan Re-entry visa so that I can go home and return safely without any prob, I hope. So tomorrow I will go to Chofu and see those  mansions. Hopefully I CAN  decide..Some place nearer to the University and yet not too far from Akihabara..Ok, I love Akihabara let me admit it for the millionth time. Haha. Hai~Otaku desu!

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POLL TIME!!

Let’s see who’s right!! Hoho :p

ヨシャ!! 頑張るぞ!!

読んでいるみんなーさんへ。。。

疲れた!! 最近、チョウ-ツカレタ! 断食のせいか分かんないけど何と無く疲れがひどくなった! いけない~~あと二週間以内よ入学試験が行なうのに。。。そう~~その通りだ!! 試験の日 も断食しなきゃ!!まあ、 一日までなんだけどもやっぱ、このままじゃヤバイゼ~~まあ、兎に角頑張ります!!!!

言われたあいつに。。何か言われったって。。言いたくないけどさ。。何と無く気になる。。こんなアタシが嫌だ!!アタシらしくないんだもう!!普通は何を言われてもなんか気にしないけど。。でもどうしてあいつならこんな気持ち。。。haish…まあ、いいか。。ばかなやつ!!

最近気分なんか悪いなあ~その日パパと喧嘩したり、 ママに叱られたりして こんなこと起こた。学校もいきたくなくなって困るは。。ダメ人間だなあアタシ! ていうか気になりすぎ? あっもう! 寝る!! お休み!!

楽しかったよ!! 夏休みは!!

皆さん!! 久しぶりだね!! アタシのことこいしかったの? Hohoho!! いや、 冗談冗談!! 夏休みは終ったばかりだ~~本当に楽しかったよ!! まあ、アタシにとってはちょっと足りない感じだよね!! また一週間さえあればいいんだようなあ! でも、全体的によかったな夏休みだったさ~!! アタシは今度こそから日本語で書くつもりだよ。。なんか日本語に進歩がちょっと進めないからだんだん下手なものがある。 でもね英語でも書くから安心して。。。日本語で書くといっても少しずつ少しずつ。。

今度の夏休みに従兄弟達は日本に遊びに来たんだ!! 楽しみ過ごしたんだ!! 色々なところにつれていったよ。。。山手線での有名な所は全部見にいったよ。。。池袋、新宿、渋谷、原宿、秋葉原 など。。。ディズニーランドやオダイバや東京皇居もいった。。。立てないほど大変疲れたが、あの二人のおかげでアタシも様々ないったことない場所もいくことができた。本当だよもう日本でだいたい十か月間ぐらい住んでいるが、その余裕がなかったからなんか旅行者に感じられた。

じゃ、今日はこれまで。。。後で写真も付けるから。。みてね!! bye bye!!